let me repeat what i have been typing for the past half an hour.. cos i closed the window too quickly when a colleague popped by my desk.

TSK!

i was deciding if i should take a day off on the 13th june.

if i were to take a day off, it means the loss of 56 bucks. Besides, i would be spending quite a bit. It's a pretty luxurious way to spend my day, of which i do not think i deserve such a break.

but if i were to work on that day, i think i would regret because i planned to spend it with my dear sister. i know i will regret if i dont take off because her holiday is ending.

honestly, 'm pretty sad that i cant spend my holidays with her.

As in, she's having her holidays.
I am also having mine.
but because i am working, i just cant spend this 'joint' holiday with her!

when we were younger, holidays meant a whole load of fun together. It really helps that we had a maid. the freedom. (we werent watched by our parents, AT ALL.)

of what i can remember, we'll go to the lib together - though she goes to the second floor (and act matured only! hahas cos the second floor is for teenagers+adults.. what is a young girl like her doing up there!?!! hahasa)

we'll have afternoon tea together.

we'll play barbie, monopoly, sea (or is it.. sega..) games together. we'll visit the playground. though she plays with the bigger kids while i just play with slides (bigger kids dont include younger kids in their games. dont ask me WHY) 

we'll buy yanyan and the stupid snacks with toys in it from the mama shop. (xiao ding dang choc biscuits)

we'll have lunch together. although she'll read her own books (the book worm series, the spore ghost stories, archie, 8 days) How often now, can we have lunch.. say during a weekday..

it's quite stupid that i'm whining about the fact that i cant do stuf with my sis anymore. (play the sea/sega games, lunch..)
but i know, t they are really really sweet memories of my childhood.
i remembered for my birthday, she stayed up to make this.. masak-masak 'stall' for me. it's a 'stall' made out of card board, money made out of paper...i forgot what is it exactly but i was really having tonnes of fun playing with it. though the whole 'stall' didnt last at all.

as much as my sister has been a large part of my childhood memories, she will continue to be a large part of my life.

after so much so reminiscing, i think i know what to do.